I got back from my trip a while ago.....it was a lot of fun when i got to be with josh. we went to a bunch of really kick ass places around long beach like the aquarium and things i just loved to hold him and kiss him and love on him ^^ *sigh* i cant wait to be with him again which actually will be in bout 4 days because im going up to Spokane WA for a week *YAY* *jumps up and down with excitement* i miss him i love him i want to hold him and kiss him and hug him and ....... *big toothy grin*

i love you josh i miss you i cant wait to snuggle again ^^

NEWSFLASH----I'VE NEVER HAD PRIME RIB AND I DONT KNOW WHAT IT IS!!! dads trying to tell me but i dont understand...

I really wanna be a dj with josh that would be so much fun i was listening to pieces of my music that i have little of on daddy's comp and pieced em together *in my mind* and omfg how cool it would sound w00t im a nut...... im tired though im not as hyper as i seem ......just little ol me but i smile ^^

anyway love to you all........*huggles*

Tomorrows the big day to go down to Long Beach for thanksgiving and i am soooo excited i get to see my bf too i cant wait til tomorrow i get to hold him again ^^ i love him so much the hours so slow ...and slower....and slower i swear lol

Get to see my sis whos almost ready to give birth to my nephew ^^ im excited bout that......and i get to see my grandpa roger which is cool.......maybe other people lol

im so stressed out though omfg i cant believe it everything is fuckered up cause of family members being LAST MINUTE PEOPLE meaning STRESS ON ME GRRRRR

anyway, thats wat music is for and the calls i get from my baby josh while he travels down to burbank which calm me right down hes the best thing thats ever happened to me i love him so much more than anything in the world

well, i'll sit here with my drink and listen to music for a lil bit longer then im gonna get back to work lol

love to you all!!

*entering----dances*

Im sickly and what sucks about it....is i swear im crazy......stuffy noses make you feel really fat lol........i notice im a loony looped fool when im sick cause whenever i go into the kitchen i sing some out of tune bullshit from movies i usta watch when i was like.......7 lol...im so fuckin random and nutz when im sick i feel so odd.......i love my music tonigght damn it;s cooler i think......i havent even taken tylenol im just a bafooooon lol......

*exiting----dancing*

I'm laying here on the bedroom floor waiting for you to come home and this came on and it started to make me cry I love you so much Josh

EXPRESSING MY FEELINGS TO ALL OF DevART

Just a perfect day,
Drink Sangria in the park,
And then later, when it gets dark,
We go home.
Just a perfect day,
Feed animals in the zoo
Then later, a movie, too,
And then home.

Oh it's such a perfect day,
I'm glad I spent it with you.
Oh such a perfect day,
You just keep me hanging on,
You just keep me hanging on.

Just a perfect day,
Problems all left alone,
Weekenders on our own.
It's such fun.
Just a perfect day,
You made me forget myself.
I thought I was someone else,
Someone good.

Oh it's such a perfect day,
I'm glad I spent it with you.
Oh such a perfect day,
You just keep me hanging on,
You just keep me hanging on.


p.s. it's from trainspotting love you baby

woohoo 1000 wow what an honor *cough*...... chicken enchilada casserole anyone??

i'm goin back to sleep.........